If all you can do is fold.
Fold to the throbbing pain in the chest
As she walked out the door, all the memories floating
just dropped like stones, in the river of love in our souls making splashes and now resting at to the deep bottom..
hmmmm...You'd think life couldn't get any worse ?
Believe me it could go both ways...
There are always choices,
It's funny, never easy ones..... but there is no time to think for a second, to stop and breathe in for a minute , ponder an hour away before it happens and then it's done ...We choose away things we wish would work....When I said History repeats itself ,she said that it doesn't have to be and you can change History....
Then I sat and wondered ...If we could do so then why do we always fail to do it ?
I find myself in the same predicament mostly and then all crumbles and crashes...but what to keep and what is to let go before it's too late ?
And that's quite hard to do at times and I guess I'm kinda stubborn at times as well.
Really ? History is gone it's in the past even what is to come is still a dream, and what we call the present is just a big illusion of a certain reality and it still stands in front of us poking our hearts. Everything happens now and I believe that's when all matters.
You don't usually wish for things to go the way they went but they did and there is no turning back at all so you can just hold on to what you got now and at that very moment, Patience is of the utmost necessity for you not to lose your mind for there is a greater Being watching over you and you better wish and hope for the best in the end since He holds everything you could ever dream off or imagine.
I know all that, yet............... it feels like no matter how hard I try to do my best and let Him do the rest I even fail at that as well. It has never been about me and for sure will never be but why the wondering about what I should do with this blessed gift ?
What is to be offered to this world I live in ?
Surely when seasons come to an end letting go is necessary but it's the hardest thing to do for some of us,
For our human nature is really not working that way...
I heard that it might open another door, probably YES......... but what happens when what you are holding to is what you want ? Do you hold it until God decides that you need it ? Or do you just let it go and hope and pray for the best ? .......NOW will determine what happens THEN... But still we struggle
